JOHN'S Garage
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Don't Be Anxious
I am learning that willpower is not the way my life should work. My life should work with God's power. No "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
Focus on what I want not on what I don't want. Don't think about the negative but the positive. Focus on the fruit of the spirit. Focus not on what you have been but on what you can become. Every day should be a time of refocusing my life. I am doing that right now.
Something bad on T.V. you don't just say I am going to close my eyes and not watch this you must change the channel to watching something better for you.
Feelings are fickle. They are like the back tires of a front wheel drive tire. Two front tires are thinking and doing. They dictate the back tires of feelings and body function. You controll things in your life by thinking and doing. It begins with doing something. Let the doing or the action lead you. If you are guided by the spirit you will not fulfill the lust of the flesh.
So there is no need to be anxious. Focus on people who will help.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
We Are Home
Today I get to go to a pastors conference, see my senior adults at Jolly Elders and will try to make some visits. I will also work on catching up on e-mail. There are a few fires that developed but that is to be expected with people. I also have an article to write and need to make a few phone calls to some key leaders.
The experience in the Philippines was greater than we expected. The best thing about it is that we knew that we were supposed to be there. It was God's will for us at this time.
Negative experences related to customer service issues we had with the credit card company as we tried to purchase a copy machine for CRI Philippines. The machine was not bought. We will have to wire the money.
Then there was this ticket agent in LAX for Frontier Airlines who decided to chide us for being in the wrong line preparing for a 6 a.m. flight on Sunday. I was not in the mood and we had a discussion. I have sent a complaint. I just wish all things could go smoothly. They were understaffed but that was not my problem. Usually I am pretty tollerant but this was more than I could take. We had been there since 4:30 a.m. It was a jungle. I wish I could always respond without too much emotion. I am still working on that but it is a lifetime work in progress I guess.
Home is reality. Grass was not mowed because the mower would not start. Lauries bushes she had just planted looked like sage brush. They were dead. The mileage on my honda indicated that it is time to change my oil and I just decided a few months ago to change my own oil to give the saving to missions. It is raining here and mowing even if the mower would start is not possible. So we have to wait with tall grass. That is an annoyance. We still have a bathroom that needs trim work finished and I have a shower that needs new washers in the faucet.
And for church, we are seeking to change the paradigm from preserving the past to confronting the future and engaging the culture. It is a battle. It is the new wineskins to replace the old. Buildings and things relating to them have killed more churches than any doctrinal dispute. We have a battle but I think we have the resources in people to meet the challenge. We are seeking to look through the windshield rather than the rear view mirror. It is all about people.
Also I came home to the death of one of our most special ladies. Pauline White (the General) died yesterday morning. Her funeral is Thursday. This has been coming for a few months but none of us are ready for it. I also discovered that another of our ladies died while I was gone. Life and death happens.
Well where do I go from here? I go to work today. I am leaving after posting this. I will go there and face whatever comes to me. It is a choice I am making today. God is in charge and he has gifted and trained me for a time as this. I will study for Sunday. I will make some calls, receive some calls, send and receive some e-mail. I will pray. I will seek to share Jesus. I will walk with Him. I will focus on the broad picture no matter how much people will try to force me to focus on trivia. I will focus on reaching new people. I will focus on ministering to those who need me most. I will delegate to others so I am free to do what is my duty today. God send laborers to the harvest today. In Jesus name, Amen.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Cell Phone Justice
I love this story. It is another case of a bad crook, a stupid criminal a nervous terrorist. He was a terrorist ready to do damage but the only damage done was to his cause. Terror does not pay. Terror does not work. People will not be intimidated by such people who are willing to kill innocents in order to gain an upper hand in the psychological battle they conduct.
The mayor of M'lang is a Christian and a former graduate of SBC college where I spoke. He is standing for what is right. He is a target and needs our prayers. One of the bombs found was near his residence. It is not fair but who said life is fair.
Today I turn in my cell phone borrowed from Ed. It has some free text minutes on it and I am sure that Ed and Luz will get lots of use out of it. When I receive another one of those advertisements this morning I will not be as disgusted knowing that yesterday it spoiled a bombers attempt to do damage. We can call it cell phone justice.
Workers Everywhere
I am reading Men at Work , The Craft of Baseball by George F. Will a book I spotted years ago but not enough time to read it. It is a story about baseball. I picked it up at a used bookstore in Davao. In the book Will speaks of a category of government that baseball has contributed to aristocracy, plutocracy and democracy. He calls it "palocracy," government by old pals. I have seen it in the retired firefighters association in Oklahoma City. Baseball is run by men whose lives have been intersecting and entwined for decades. Workers in ministry are an example of that kind of government. It is not negative like the good ole boys club it is strengthening. There is strength in numbers, companionship and combined wisdom.
There are plenty to work in the Philippines and workers in the ministry are available but they cannot make a living doing it. Most of them have to do many other things to supplement their income to make life happen. One pastor's salary in the US could support more than 60 pastors in the Philippines. That seems out of balance to me. I was pleased that when some laymen from Snow Hill gave money to Andrew, my son, to give to some people for a Jeepney to use to make income that they bought that Jeepney for $2,000 and that it has provided income to the pastor's family and two other families in the church for three years. Just a $2,000 investment provided a source of income for three families for three years and continues to provide that opportunity. I asked to drive it but they would not let me. It is too risky. However they took my picture in it and here it is.
CRI pays Ed 75% less than the average pastor in the US and yet with those funds several people are supported. Two are household workers who cooked our food and washed our clothes this week. That seems bad to most Americans and hints at a luxury a person should not be able to afford but it provides for two girls who do not have much future otherwise. It also set Ed and Luz free to do work with people. They also have people at their store who work to provide for their family and at the same time a retirement can be prepared for Ed who is 56. He is assisted by his son Don Don who is working in Barbados as a nurse and sends back funds for investing in land and the store.
The key is that these people are willing and ready to work. They just need an opportunity.
If David Only Knew
Training in US and Philippines
Today Ed and I had some frank conversations about the direction of our next phase of training. We both agree that it should be among the neediest tribal leaders. Ben Ebaan is a key to this training and is eager to focus still in Mindanau but to work smarter by turning loose our ten best trained to train others in the south. Ben and Ed may begin to focus on the Vysias and Luzon over the next three years. We would still be graduating approximately 100 each cycle in the south and could begin graduating some in the other two provinces. The goal would be to have another ten trainers in these areas as well. It will be a challenge to our funds and to our man power.
Ed is speaking at a strategic meeting in Bagio City next month and getting Ben there with him may expidite the process. The board will meet to discuss this. This speaking assignment is quite a compliment to Ed and to CRI. Many key leaders in the north will be attending this conference. Ed will be leading some break-out sessions. He is a well known and well respected leader in this country.
We are also seeking guidance from God regarding an invitation to work with philippinoes in Singapore. Brad was starting this new wave when he died. We need to pray hard about this possibility. Ed spoke to this group last year and it appears to be an opportunity.
Another thing is the focus on translating the material into cebuano. Ed is one of the only ones in the country who can do this and he needs a three month sabatical to do this. We must pray about it and the time.
It is hard to beleive that this little study in the church at Ephesus is so poinent and that the material creates a serindipity when one begins to study it.
I want to work in the US on translating it into spanish and starting a training institute in Oklahoma City using the material or some like it. Pray for the board as we seek to find the right people to lead this emphasis if we sense God's direction.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Old Caribou Eats Young Grass
Today we were at the grazing land of Old Caribou. It is called the pearl farm and one of Ed and Luz's students they helped is one of the managers there. We received a generous discount so we could go for $1,025 pesos. It was beautiful. Beautiful beaches, cabins on stilts near the and on the sea, great food.
I was wearing Capitol Hill and OU stuff. The Indian was intriguing to the Filippinoes. It took us about 40 minutes in this boat to get to the island. We got a special tour of the island just for the owner. He had his own heliport so he could get there fast.
I had an interesting experience while in the gift shop. One of the security people took our picture candidly. He did not know I saw him. I told Laurie about it later. Ed was not surprised. They are all about safety and security. One of the undercover guys road back with us to the mainland.
This is more like a water buffalo.
Who Cares If You Squeeze It If You've Got It
The Bull Likes Her
This chicken thinks it owns the place walking on the table. You will want to take a look before Kini Rogers gets ahold of it. Yes you got the name. It is a chicken place and fast food at that.
The little lamb is near the house where we are staying. It is a newborn still taking nourishment from mom. It does not know that it is the subject of a blog.
Really these pictures are for our grandaughter Macon who is 19 months old. She will probably be able to make the sounds for her mom and dad.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Snake Charmers
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Alvin Bergante is Grande
His school has Oklahoma ties. The Baptist Foundation of Oklahoma manages a trust that benefits this school. It is an endowment established by former southern baptist missionaries and former president of the school. It is the kind of thing that more schools need to establish. It is like our Legacy fund at South Lindsay. I was able to encourage the president to seek other donors for the trust to insure future income to the school. It was a good meeting. He was grande.
Get Out of Dodge (M'lang)
Monday, August 11, 2008
Forget Your Mother In Law
Ed told me about a new food he wanted to introduce to me and he said it is so good that it will cause you to “forget your mother in law.” My mother in law is hard to forget and it may not be that easy. You understand that I don’t want to forget her because she is the best. (She could be reading this).
We are winding down our ministry here and I will have lots to tell you when I return. As a matter of fact, we will be having a missions service on the 24th that will feature some information from our trip as well as our mission study organizations communicating their activities this year. Attending this service won’t make you “forget your mother in law” but it will speak of bottomless ministry opportunities and unlimited love.
If you want to follow our trip you may read about it on my blog at http://www.peewee3053.blogspot.com/ or you can look me up on facebook.com where I have posted some pictures. Make sure you check out Laurie and the pig (no I am not referring to myself).
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Build Them While They are Young
Saturday, August 9, 2008
DIBC
I was low key and just preached like I do at South Lindsay. It was a great service with lively music. The WMU ladies did a great presentation at the beginning.
My health is 100%. Feeling good and trying to prepare to be scholarly tomorrow at the SBC meeting in Milang. Pray that I not get too big for my britches. I am going to do a short biography of Saul/Paul. I think it will be interesting to the high school and college students.
After that we are going to play. Missionaries don't tell you about the play part of it. Some of this trip is planned as a vacation for Laurie and I. The vacation part starts on Tuesday.
There was a blind man, Richard, who attended the church today with his two daughters. He is a former boxer and a missuse (guy that does massages). He is not a beleiver and was really listening. I think he is really close to Christ. The church is really working on him and loving on his family.
Friday, August 8, 2008
A Friend On Facebook
We are going to a philippino wedding this afternoon. The Aungon's grandson, who is three, is the bible bearer in the wedding. We will blogg pictures when we get them.
I am reflecting on the experience at Mt. Carmel. It was a dose of reality. I got a spot on my berong (fancy philippino shirt) and had to speak with a stain. I sensed some rivalries, power plays and personality conflicts even among philippinoes. I should not be surprised. People are the same everywhere. The challenge is always to die to self so the gospel can be furthered. I will probably be able to preach better tomorrow because of experiencing those things. Church conflict is inevitable it is how it is handled that really matters.
This guy is probably not a Yankee fan. He may have just found the hat. Or perhaps a relative in the USA gave it to him. He let me take his picture. I thought it would be interesting to baseball fans. He might even be a former Yankee player.
Pig and Rice
We had pig and rice at the banquet. The pigs were purchased by CRI a few months ago and raised just for this occasion. They were the source of nourshment for about 300 people at graduation. Laurie got the first taste. She doesn't look too excited to me. She did not eat much of it. Of course, I could not eat at all except for a few bisquets (what we call crackers).
Sick At Graduation
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
My stomach is a little weird today. I am trying a diet coke at 5:30 a.m. to settle it.
We tried to purchase the copy machine again on Wednesday this time with the South Lindsay card and we had the same problem. I chose not to get upset. I gave the poor sales lady a PayDay for her efforts. We will wire the money so Ed can get it next week. I tried. The system failed. It is out of my control.
We will travel and see lots of the ocean as in this picture. There are over 7000 islands in this archipelago. We will see a few today. Mt. Carmel is an international bible camp located south of Davao. It is also the location of what missionaries call the Farm. It is a training center and meeting place for missionaries from all over Asia. We will possibly see an SBC missionary who will remain unnamed. A man and his wife I have know from previous trips. If not, we will see them next Tuesday as they will come to the Aungon's for lunch. They work in the south.
My stomach is better. Coke is even medicinal here. I cannot be sick today. Too much to do. This is the real thing I came for. Thanks for your prayers. I don't want to come across as a typical American. That is hard. We are a bit paternalistic. My real ministry will be one on one. The speech is just a formality.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Day Two In Philippines
Monday, August 4, 2008
Laurie The Evangelist
Who said she was only a nurse. In the Philippines she is a preacher of the gospel. Well, sort of. She is not of the rock star status of her son Andrew but pretty close. She was a hit. Her and her side kicks from the Agdao church. She spoke in about 7 classrooms on the first day.
She also entertained the students at the kendergarten at the church. The students there were very appreciative.
First Complete Day
The start of our day was at 6:45 with appointments at the High School at 8. We had a spread at the Aungons with Corn Flakes, toast, banannas and of course rice. The bananas are wonderful. I mean they are wonderful. They are small and sweet. I eat them all the time. Did I say they are wonderful.
Laurie and I split up at the school and spoke in separate rooms to cover more opportunities. The students were attentive, we answsered questions, explored the similarities between Baptists and Catholics and talked about culture. I used my experience attending mass the day before to bridge a gap. We also had a prayer with them and invited them to speak later with pastor Ponaongon who is also the chaplain of the school and president of the parent teacher association.
We had Korean food near the mall at lunch and Laurie had kemshi for the first time. You know, pickeled and fermented cabbage. We took Rachel and another girl from the Agdao church with us. They were Laurie's fellow evangelists. We went to the mall to purchase phone cards for our cell phones. My number is 639297140016 and Lauries is 639053267506 you can reach us at any time but it is best that you call from 8-10 a.m. that is 9-11 p.m. here. Or you can call from 8-midnight that is 9 to noon here. We are 13 hours ahead of you.
The afternoon was at the school and then shopping for a little while and then a trip to Jack's Ridge to see a panaoramic view of the city. It has been a full day.